I have been finding myself stuck. in a rut. a very deep rut. the side to this rut...are intimidating.
So I have decided to do something about it. I need to change and not wait for my rut to disappear all by itself.
To start I am spending way to much time on Facebook. I hate Facebook. All it does for me is encourage my laziness. I stalk people and compare my life to others. Nothing about that is healthy. SO I am deactivating my account. I need a break. I need to figure my life out.
Then I am going to limit my TV watching. My dad always said "TV rots your brain." He was right. The hours I spend watching stupid TV shows that have no educational value is disgusting.
I am hoping that this way I can get off my butt. Spend more time outside (even if it is freezing and ugly outside). Be more proactive as a student, employee and most importantly a wife.
I also ordered lots of fun church books. I am going to start over. Get grounded and go from there. No more internet and watching TV. And start making my home the place where the spirit can be.
Hopefully this is a good start to turn my world around.